A new chapter.

Thinking about my old guild I started to make a movie from a story I once wrote about my guild. Dion and his best friend Joost (iHurt) wanted to help me right away. Others like Lizzy, Calle, Johan, Sven and Martin helped me out too sometimes. I enjoyed making the movie.






When a black wings event arrived I decided to buy a pair. Happy with my new wings I flied around Madrigal. Wings feel so much better than that Ignice board. Robin was more lucky than me, he found a pair of wings. In another event there was a really small chance of finding a Four Leaf Clover. If you gave that clover to some npc dude you'd get a St Patrick Day Cloak. It gives 5% decreasing of magic motion, 5% critrate and 15% speed. I never tought I could find one and I was amazed by everyone who found one. Martin found one pretty fast, he said he found it in the first monster he killed. I was happy that I could use his cloak when I was plvling. Martin was making a YJ so he asked me to plv him sometimes. Once I really didn't want to plv him but Martin really wanted some exp. I told him we'd level until I reached a certain amount of exp. I was surprised when I found a Four Leaf Clover.








Between training sessions I hang around with Dion and Robin and CWed with Dion, or with MrBored when Dion had no time. Altough he died almost every CW <_<.>














On 28 March at 4pm (GMT +1) I reached my 99.99%. Waiting on V15 I spend my time stalking training friends, ghunting or hanging around with crazy people. I also started to train Gambol again.






















While CWing with Dion I decided, with support of Dion, to restart TDF again. He'd definately join, together with MrBored. On 10 April I joined TDF again, together with MrBored, DutchD, FentzY and Calle. I hope more people will join soon.

Do stories ever end?

I refused to play Flyff again. I bought a new computer in October and I never installed Flyff on it. I tried to find other things to do instead of playing Flyff. I visited alot forums, watched videos, played Sims 3 and Fable. But after a while I even got bored of doing that.





End Decemeber Fabio came to Belgium again to celebrate newyear with me. He left again a few days after newyear. A week later I installed Flyff again. I told friend I was just going to check. I was curious if my character was still the same, if I still had all my items. As soon as I logged in I realised I quit Flyff while I had alot worthful items and even Clockworks drops. I also discovered the new island, Schaduwar, and found out about wings. I realised I had been gone for a long time and that I missed alot things. I closed Flyff again. But not for long, I found myself not much later back on Flyff again. And, I didn't mind.





I left pretty fast my guild TDF and joined GearZ. GearZ their leader is David, an old friend of me. It was a nice guild. There were nice people but it wasn't where I was searching for. That's why I joined Calle (BrokenSwordsman) his guild. It was a rather empty guild but Calle was fun to talk with and cause of him I met two other new friends: Martin (ProFix) and Johan (Turnius). In GearZ I met Dion (DutchD), Smiley and LadyZelda. I also found some old friend again. MrBored, Robin (Zelo), Nataly (WhySoEvil), ...








As soon as I entered GearZ there were plans of going to Aminus. I was happy to join them. It gave me back the feeling that I had in TDF. Working together on reaching everyone's goals.





I started to hang around more and more with Johan, Martin and Dion. When Dion mentioned he needed money I offered to go kill Clockworks with him. He agreed immediately. So, I left Broken, Calle his Guild, and started to CW. (More about that you can read in post: Clockworks.)







Cause Fabio and David quit the dayst was sortof mine now. I also got Fabio his bloodysword and blainset. I started to train NeocroHero again. I wanted to hit 99.99%. First cause I loved training again and later also cause V15 was coming. I enjoyed training as much as I did before. NeocroHero became a really good character.





Cause all the new friends I met on Flyff I didn't want to quit again. It felt good playing Flyff again. I only missed my old guild.

With great power comes great responsibility.

I never joined another guild than TwilightDentifrice after I made it. Only when I went CWing. TwilightDentifrice was something I had to take care of. I had to make a nice group. I guess I succeeded.



From the first screenshot I got from TDF, no one left except one boy. The others never left the guild. They stayed until they quit playing Flyff. Paulaa made a new character that almost everyone knows: Taboe. She joined loads of other guilds later. But Paulaa always stayed in TDF. Our guild was a guild that never did guild duels. We never sieged. We only went to CW together that one time where we failed. We never tried to own the arena (only once when TDF existed one year, we failed). We were not rich, overpowered or pro but... We were friends. We spend so many hours fun together. We talked about all kinds of stuff. We were what I wanted us to be. A good team. But... Ofcourse we weren't perfect. We all had our own personality. Our own toughts. Our own vision of life. That's why we had discussions, little fights and sometimes angry faces. But in the end there were always the word 'sorry' or 'okay'. We never let a problem grow in the guild. I didn't want that. I tried to stop fights, get a solution. If discussions were too rough or too personal I made them stop. There had to be a balance. Ofcourse discussions and little fights aren't bad. They're needed. That's why our group could also grow stronger. We let eachother be.

But... It couldn't last forever. We got older. We had to let eachother go.

When time passes by a group. There comes a moment where they decide to take their own paths. Some grabbing the hand of a friend, some going alone. All what remains are memories of what used to be, memories of a time when they were used to be one. And each of them would be able to smile back to that time, with diffrent reasons, and they'll feel no mercy for taking a new path. Cause life changes and they've changed, like the group changed into past.



I can type pages full of text about the fights we had in our group the last months. But it's useless. We all made mistakes. We can regret it, we can ask ourselves why it had to happen but in the end we all give a diffrent story so I don't see a reason to write mine down here. All I can say is that it started to get bad last summer. Summer of 2009. As some people know, me and Fabio were a couple. He made plans to come to Belgium to visit me. 2 days before he'd come Smoer told me that she and David were a couple too now. Like that there were formed 2 seprated sides. Me and Fabio versus David and Smoer. I have to admit that I was the one having troubles with this all. But I don't really want to talk about that anymore. I regret so much. I blame myself so much. I blame others for what they've done. But it happened, there's no way back. We all said things that we shouldn't have said.

Trough dark and light, we fight side by side. Cause only together we can do it right.

I never tought it would recover, our broken friendship. I tought it was the end of the dream I builded on for so long. I felt alone, with a sad shadow at my side. Lost cause he couldn't let me smile anymore. Together we were angry on the force that caused the pain. Angry on Love, and her shadow, cause that was the reason. Love. My shadow pushed me to the side of Love to show her my feelings. Unsure I started my story. Proud I ended my story and sad was I when the words disappeared and got caught in the silence. The shadow shaked his head and started to burn. Fire, I called him. I made fists of my hands and started to fight with Love. Love cried, while her shadow caught her tears and turned into Water, and she asked for a way to solve this. Me and Love sat down, both desperate. How could we solve this situation? Our friendship was breaking but none of us wanted it. We held eachothers hands and were diving in our toughts. Sudden I came up with a way to, maybe, make it more portable. We had to go on a yourney. Me together with Fire, Love and Water. Me and Love begged our shadows to keep calm cause this might be our last yourney together. It was in or out now. Together or seprate. So did we start our journey across the land of problems. Alone were weren't able to cross it, but together we could do it. Fire burned a way trough the plants. Water cooled the hot ground down so we could cross. Love spread her passion out to calm down the monsters that were hiding and I... I was there, carried by my friends. Carried trough the problems.
That's how we ended at the end of the day at the other side of the fearful land. So did Twilight found us. Hand in hand and laughing. Together.



After I got Hero I trained alot diffrent kind of characters like David his blade, Gambol. I also hang around with friends who were training. But I didn't reallt had a goal anymore. I was happy beeing a Hero. That was enough.

David and Fabio got alot in discussion. Problem was. Fabio was a stubborn and David never wanted to give up. I couldn't stop them from keep having discussions who ruined the whole guildchat. MrBored decided pretty fast to click guildchat away. Even tough he was the youngest one of us all, he seemed to be the smartest one. The discussions got worse every day. One day I was so sick of them that I left them for a while. They were both suddenly aware from what they were doing. But, even after they stopped having discussions it didn't get better with our guild. I got in a huge fight with David and Smoer. It never got solved. Smoer broke contact with me, I broke contact with David. Our friendship was over, our guild was over. I failed as a guildmaster. I quit flyff.

Stairway to Hero.

After I told David about that I was hacked he promised me to help me if I promised him one thing. "Go be a real Hero." I really really wanted to keep that promise.

I had already 2 LGAs but my character wasn't complete yet. I still needed a dayst set. For getting more money I trained Cupido and Neocrow. I went giant hunting with Neocrow too. I took every chance to earn money. Fabio and David made both a blade. They were almost level 90 so they both needed a dayst set too. We decided to buy one dayst set for us 3. We payed each 200m. The suit had no 4 pierces yet but David and Fabio took care of that. After that Fabio awakened the set. He managed to get a 13dex helmet and 13% adoch boots. Everyone would think that sharing that set would be difficult but it was not difficult at all for us. We never had troubles switching the set. We always trained on a diffrent time and if we did want to train on the same time we never fought over it.



David started to play every day less so I almost never trained with him anymore. I made him promise we'd do my last expoints of level 120 together. To help Fabio I made a new character named Neocrohero. I trained with Fabio in azria, he payed me the tickets. When Neocrohero was high enough to help NeocroHero I let Smoer and Fabio play on Neocrohero. Like that I almost always had a ringmaster, they both wanted to help me. When me and Fabio, or Smoer, were talking most people got confused cause the names. It looked like I was talking to myself. It gave funny situations. Only somtimes it was annoying. I'm really happy that Fabio and Smoer helped me that much. They didn't always want to train but I could mostly find another partner to train with at such times. Else I just hang around somewhere in Madrigal. Meanwhile Neocrow hit level 118. I managed to buy a Remingster set for her and upgraded it to +6. I also bought a LGStick for her.



Then Fabio bought a bloody sword for his own Blade. He didn't reduct it so I could use it while he was trying to get level 120. I bought a flag cloak, germany one. It didn't look that nice like some other flag cloaks but I loved the speed.



I came every day closer and closer to Hero. I trained with Fabio, Smoer, MrBored, Lizzy and other RMs. The sad part was that everyone of our guild was playing less. Robin (Thrym) even quit. David was only once a week online. It looked like our guild was dieing a little. But I hàd to get Hero. I promised David. I promised myself and I was sure I wouldn't stop playing before I had a H near my name. Once when I was training at normal Asuras, FistForAdam came and started to ks me. I asked him to quit, but he didn't. So I sneaked him and continued training. He said he'd asal me. Altough I didn't really believe him I was a little scared. After sneaking him a second time I didn't sneak him again. He could run to me. Just when I tought he'd really asal me, he send a trading offer. When I accepted he gave me an Amp scroll. He told me to use it and not sell it, else he'd really kill me. After that he left. I never used that amp. I never used amps before so I wanted to hit Hero without using amps. When I reached 120 with 99.99% I still didn't touch any amp. I'm rather proud on that. I had amps, I had money but I never used them. I don't think I'll ever use them on NeocroHero either.



When I finaly reached 99.99%, Fabio was at 99.99% too. He was ready to hit Master, I was ready to hit Hero and Dmjenk, an old friend, was about to get Hero too. We decided to go together. On 18 september we called all our friends over to go together to volcano. We were with a really big group. Dmjenk decided to run first to tank the monsters and lead the group. Fabio would run around in the middle and help people. I would run at the end and guide the slower friends to the top of volcano. Nataly got stuck somewhere at Meteonykers and didn't want to go further. I stayed with her until she wanted to go. That's why I was much later than the rest on the top of volcano. But no one really cared. Everyone was happy and exited. It was a happy day for my guild too. We were finaly back together as a group. It was our last time together as a guild. We didn't know it yet at that time, lucky. At 9pm I became a Hero. Fabio became a Master and Dmjenk became a Hero too. There was loads of firework and loads of 'gratz'. While everyone left, everyone from our guild stayed. We were together like we used to be. We talked, made fun and smiled. Before we finaly left we took some last screenshots. The last ones we'd ever take.





I was happy that day but also a bit disappointed. I finaly did what I already wanted to do for so long. I made from my character NeocroHero finaly a real Hero. I was disappointed cause I had no goal anymore. Altough, I looked back to what I had done all the way to Hero with a smile. I had a great time, I did well and I got lot of friends.

Why do all good things come to an end?

Then… On 15 February I decided with a friend, Roy, to go kill ‘Rocky’. It’s a hidden monster that you can kill between level 20 and 30. Me, Fabio, David and Roy made a new character to kill the monster. It was a really fun experience. A day later at evening we were all a bit bored and decided to come together. Thrym decided to go on the flying ship above Darken to take some screenshots. It was a great idea. Mr Bored, Dmjenk (on his YJ), Thrym, Me, David, Fabio and Sven standed near each other for some screens and some talks. We had a really nice evening.







But then…
There can’t always be sun and happiness. Someone decided to stop being nice to me and hacked my accounts. When I logged in the next day after the nice evening all my chars were… naked. It was pretty tough. I didn’t know what to do first, I panicked. I decided to quit Flyff, that was my first thought. I left the guild with all my chars. Only one problem, David was online and he was very surprised. When I logged out he logged in on MSN. I told him that I got hacked and that I wanted to quit. He thought a bit and talked with me about things we could do to get money back. There were a few things: We could use Guy his stuff to kill CW, I could giant hunt with Cupido, I could trans my Ringmaster into a male character to use David his set to aoe, … I was happy that David was there to give me something to do, I promised to make NeocroHero a real Hero if I managed to get all my stuff back. First I sold all CS stuff I had. A few friends had CS sets from me so they bought it from me. Then I asked Guy if I could use his Dayst set, he agreed, and I went CWing with David. David said I could keep all the stuff that the CW dropped. Then… I started to play Luna Online from Runup version with Fabio. I didn’t play on Flyff anymore. But… David didn’t like that, he got angry. He told me to keep on searching for money to make sure I could make my blade to Hero. I had a long talk with him and I made a new character: Dalekoe. It was another Blade. There was an event where you could find Treasure Boxes. I trained pretty much with my new character so I had a few Treasure Boxes. I sold them and got some money. I also sold a few drops that I found. I borrowed the Remingster set of Paula and trained Neocrow. In that time I played Flyff when Fabio wasn’t online. When he came online I switched to Luna. Thanks to Fabio I could buy my first LGA. When Gpotato version of Luna was released I played all the time Luna again. Still, I played also some Flyff. One day, when Fabio was all day on Flyff cause I couldn’t come online, Fabio found someone who sold another LGA. I had enough money so Fabio bought it for me. I was so happy! I started to play Flyff more and more again.

When GMs have fun.

Then there was… Invasion! Shade came to spawn a lot monsters on Januari the 9th. I was level 112-M, David was level 100-M and Neocrow (Smoer) was level 117. There was a lot lagg but I put myself on follow by David and he leaded me to the monsters I could kill. He kept me buffed and healed me when my HP started to get lower. It was really good to have him near me. When Shade started to spawn monsters in Darken, me and David prepared ourselves. Shade spawned a lot monsters from ‘higher’ levels. I killed a lot giant Mushpoie with David. One dropped a Historic 1h Axe for us. I sold that one later. I died bit later cause I had like 20 or more Keakoon leaders behind me. I left the laggy place and watched from my board to the rest of the show. Clockworks spawned and died fast. I jumped of my board and ran to Smoer. We talked a bit about the invasion and then… ‘FACE ME, BURN!’ I yelled and jumped back on my board. Red Meteonyker arrived. David and Smoer weren’t afraid to face him. I was smart and watched from my board. David died a few times but Smoer was there to ress him so they fight for a long time. When finally also Smoer died we just watched the higher levels killing the Red Meteonyker. After the invasion it was sleep time. I really thank David for his help that day.

My way continues.

Before I became Master and after I met a few new good friends. First there was FabyBP. I met him with Irens when I was there on Neocrow. I was helping someone but left. I was bored so started to heal and buff a random BP. That BP was Fabio. We talked a lot since that day. He was nice and friendly to me, it didn’t take long before he joined our guild. Cause Fabio I met a lot other people. NarakuBlade (Guy) was one of them. He was a nice kid from Israel. He joined our guild and we accepted him really fast as one of us. Then there is Mr Bored. I didn’t remember how I met him and where and when but… He was always one of us. He is always bored so we call him Mr Bored. He’s also a good member of our guild and a good friend. Thrym joined later our guild too. He made a knight and a blade. It was fun to have him in our guild, it’s sad that he doesn’t play anymore that much. Cause of Fabio I also met Lizz. She has a good Ringmaster character. We trained a bit together and I liked her very much. She plays a lot other games too but I smile every time she comes online to hang out with us. There are a lot other good friends I met but forgive me if I don’t write their names here.













As master, training was really easy at low level. The only problem was… The full supports. I got almost crazy from those ‘noob’ supports who maxed patience before haste (or something). Although I managed to level fast higher again. I have to tell you that there was a 2x exp event so levelling went really fast. I can’t tell you I levelled a lot in that 2x exp event cause I was tired from training till master. David was pretty happy that I was master too. He could finally train on his own! It didn’t take long until he was a master too. On 21 November I was level 93 and David became a master. We went to volcano with a lot of our guild members. I had a lot aibatt transies so I gave everyone a transie so we could enter without having dead people. It was very funny to see all those small aibatts flying trough volcano. On 26 November I was level 100 again. David asked me to help him level higher cause aoeing with low level monsters wasn’t that easy. I logged in on Sven his Billposter and levelled David in mines for a while. When he was high enough, I plvled David again with NeocroHero. I was pretty happy to train with David again. All other RMs I had were good but not as good as David. Even if David was afk he was better as all other RMs together.


Meanwhile Smoer trained my Ringmaster. On 7 December, Neocrow was level 100.
If I check the screenshots from my time of level 100+ I see that I didn’t level as much as I did before I was master. Also, when David lvled higher he started to level on his own again. Around 25 January, David bought an Ultimated Bloody stick +6. It’s the best stick I have ever seen. I made a few new characters in that time too. I made Kuiken (an aoe BP), NeocroHeroin (Hit and Run elementor) and Neocropain (aoe Ranger).